More episodes, more worries

 This time, two continuous episodes, over 2 days(nights).

1st one starting from midnight, probable around 24, lasted until at least 9am, until the victim simple gave up to whatever the patient says.

The patient then are satisfied temporarily, started preparing lunch, with the victim. There are some normal conversations during the preparation and the lunch. Then all went to sleep, in the afternoon!

After dinner, sometime around midnight, the 2nd episode started again. This time, more or less similar accusations, attacks are repeated to victim. Similarly, shouting, yelling with anger, accusation, personal attacks are repeated, many times based on imaginary scenario. Typically, related person are nasty to the patient, tries to ruin the relationship between victim and patient, even through exchange of eye contact.

Around 1:00am, patient started crying, the later stage of an episode at last. In  later hours, probably around 2:00am, probably frustrated from seeing no exit, patient started the final resort of breaking up ties with victim. Same development happened a few times with other victims before, the "breaking tie" "solution". The patient wrote the break tie statement on a paper, and forced the victim to sign, repeatedly. But it was not successful.

Then, the episode went on, until about 5:00am.

The patient was physically exhausted at last. And probably the exited, incontrollable, senseless brain finally calmed down, the heartless, merciless, crude, hostile, malicious person finally started to dissolve.

Then, all wen to sleep, until around 2:00pm.

After waking up, the patient started to talk normally, as if nothing has happened, to the victim and other. Not clear if it (patient's schedule) is a trigger, but the patient started online meeting later, in good mood and good humor.

Later on, the patient spend all of the time with the victim, normally and in good mood. Is it the patient's way to apologize, to repay to the victim? Is there any thoughts about the trauma the patient induced to the patient? Also, as before, the patient simply secure all time of the victim for one self, without thinking about others, without giving any to others. Is selfishness the foundation of everything?

Listening to the conversations in the episode by the 3rd party is heart breaking, depressive enough. It is not imaginable how the victim can endure such heartless, merciless, senseless attack, for so many long hours.

As for people around, there is no way to simple sit in different room and do their own things. Interference is absolutely impossible, because it will trigger even bigger anger of the patient. Having no choice, other related member had to leave the house. Having nowhere to go, could only walk aimless in the street, getting mosquito bite here and there. Being worried about the progress, went back to check from time to time. Seeing no sign of ending, leave the house again, with even heavier heart, wondering when it will end again. Every minute passing it a torture, every minute pass is a long one.

The related member could not engage in daily activity for 2 days, with no appetite, medical conditions getting worse from the worries, the sadness, the frustration of no hop, no help. 

While the patient is done with this long and worse than ever episode, and resumed "normal" life, it is the victim and others being left with more worries. When and in what form will it happen again?  How long more will the next episode become? Will the victim has peaceful life at all? Will the patient's imaginary scenario, theory change, to something even slightly better? Will the hostility and hatred derived from the imaginary scenario and theory even go away? 

The only person not worried is the patient.